enablelove: ([j²] nap party)
This is just going to be a plethora of words that I'm spewing out - feelings all over the place yay.

1. I've been doing a thing for the teacher and fandom aspect of my life and thanking one person each day for the month of May. It's a way to kind of send a crap ton of good karma out into the universe [and hopefully it comes back to me]
2. Teaching is seriously one of the most difficult jobs ever. Parents are on my case right now and I've read some terrible e-mails and I just don't want to deal with them.
3. My classroom and house continue to be a mess. I need to just sit and organize but I'm a serial hoarder and I'm so damn lazy - a terrible combo tbh
4. Weight is still a problem - a daily issue I struggle with. Clothes don't fit, tears have fallen, and I'll still reach for the calorie laden foods
5. I think I'm going to die alone, which would be fine on a normal day, but I've felt so cripplingly alone these past few weeks, it's terrifying right now
6. I don't even know how many people read this anymore - 1, 2? And even less comment. Not helping my feelings any. This goes for all aspects of social media. It's a dangerous world out there - always comparing my numbers to others, my comments to others, my feelings to others, my friends to others. It's playing with my mind and comparison/jealousy is the root of all evil, I swear it.
7. My birthday is Wednesday and while I usually make a big deal of it, I'm really just wanting to close the door on the world.
8. I have passport shit to deal with because I somehow lost mine. I am such an idiot, seriously. They want you to prove citizenship but I became a citizen under my dad because I was less than 18, and I don't have an old passport to prove it hence the reason I'm getting a new one! Plus it's costing so much money. And the reason I need a passport is I'm going to Kenya this summer and I'm not looking forward to it too much for a few reasons
9. I feel like all I do is give, and don't receive anything in turn. And I KNOW that I don't give all of myself to get stuff, but a little recognition or appreciation would be amazing.
10. I needed a nice even number for this haha. I am so behind on EVERYTHING. I need to prioritize again, it's getting to be a problem. I ask my students all the time 'what are you choosing to do instead?' for late assignments and such, and for me? I couldn't tell you.

Okay that was my word vomit of the day. I hope you're keeping well. And if you read all that? You're a rockstar.
enablelove: ([jra] nice assets)
- Art: Trust

+ Fresh Ink and Blueberry Muffins by [livejournal.com profile] riyku
Five years should have been enough time to get over Jared. Jensen finds out that it doesn't even come close. (Alternatively, the one where Jensen is a tattoo artist and Jared has one hell of a sweet tooth.)
Sexy and intimate and hella perfect
+ There Is No Sweeter Innocence Than Our Gentle Sin by [livejournal.com profile] jojothecr
During the Nerd HQ Panel at Comic-Con, Jared talked about his feelings of 'letting people down, not being good enough...' You think Jensen can let that just go?
Tender and achy and amazing
+ A Year in Life by [livejournal.com profile] akintay
After his break-up with Sandy, Jared is doing fine. He doesn't need to rebound (like Chad thinks he does) and he isn't falling apart (like everyone on set thinks he is). He has his dogs, his job, and Jensen.
This was such a SOLID fic - had everything you could want in your traditional non-au <3
enablelove: ([j²] beaming love | comic con 10)
No school today because it's POURING, so some recs!

- J2 in 2015 by [livejournal.com profile] fiercelynormal
I like to relive these moments over and over! Hopefully it gets done for 2016 ;)
- Any of the vids by [livejournal.com profile] textandtea at [livejournal.com profile] lightningmix
- Harry/Draco Art: I want to be the first thing you touch in the morning by [livejournal.com profile] primea
The New And Improved Morning Routine ™, Harry calls it, ever since that one time Draco agreed to stay the night.
JFC This is gorgeous.

the Gentle Descent Into Ruination by [livejournal.com profile] hybridshade
Cleaning up the streets is a tough gig, but Detective Jared Padalecki has always had a strict moral code to fall back on, to help him make the tough decisions. Jensen is his criminal informant, and has proven time and again to be Jared's one exception to the rule.
This was such a delectable fic. Sexy and intense!
ove or death, grab an end, pull hard, and make a wish by [livejournal.com profile] riyku
Rookie mistake number one: the sheriff should have put the handcuffs on a notch tighter. (Or, how I spent my summer vacation, by Jensen Ackles, serial killer.)
Gritty and feral and miles away from my usual fic I love, but DAMN R has a way of drawing you in no matter what.
Sing the Praises by [livejournal.com profile] viviansface
Long story short, being in a long distance relationship sucks (not that that’s surprising, Jensen realized it really, really would approximately ten hours after Jared left for college hundreds of miles away).
Fantastic - so much conveyed without losing any of the sexiness.
enablelove: ([jtp] moose!!)
-I'm having issues with Twitter right now so I think I need to take a step back [jealousy, pettiness, etc]
-I'm actually having a lot of social media anxiety lately :/
-Weight is still annoying as FUCK. I can't stop stuffing food in my mouth
-Watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding 2 and the Bollywood movie Kapoor & Sons and dude ALL THE PARENTAL FEELS
-School is keeping me hella busy
-Boys are difficult

And that's my life :D
enablelove: ([j²] j&j | toronto 12)
I know a lot of people are at Vegas con but hopefully we see this :)

Boathouse Love Suggestions Post

Please help up pimp out this community a bit more!


Mar. 11th, 2016 07:16 pm
enablelove: ([misc] *grabby hands* tarzan | disney)
So [livejournal.com profile] big_heart_june is my girl for con goodness, J2 goodness, recs, and NSFW gifs. She has it ALL. And she posted this nsfw gif ) and now I want ALL the riding fic. NGH. *GRABBY HANDS*

You're welcome.
enablelove: ([j²] comic con love | 10)
1. Finished Fuller House :D [Like ten episodes, started last night]
2. Started Limitless
3. Read a BUNCH of Stiles/Derek ficlets
4. Recced on [livejournal.com profile] boathouselove
5. Bought a second-hand trenchcoat, and now I need a fedora
6. Came up with a written plan for my kiddos on Monday [It's detective-themed and they're investigating triangles. I hope they enjoy it bc this was hella effort and $$]
7. Saw Jensen and Jared were on a date in Nashville and Jensen sang at the Con :D
8. Made a gif! <-- I admit, since Houston con, this pops up in my class a lot haha

How was yours? And now I sleeep!
enablelove: ([spn] sam is a badass)
- Am I the only one that isn't really fan of the whole Ross/Rachel saga? Monica and Chandler ALL the way! (Chandler is totes my fave)

- Just bought this *facepalm* like I need another shirt, but seriously love it haha
enablelove: ([jtp] hips of doom)
-just bought a Buxom eyeshadow palette! It's pretty and shiny and I love it. I don't even USE make up that much but I love buying it fdskjslkdjf I have a problem.

-so boy cancelled on me yesterday. He didn't give a reason just his mom. Keep in mind this is the second time he's cancelled (the first time I had almost reached the place to meet). He texted me today saying 'i know you mad at me' (let's not even get INTO the grammar right now)

I responded with long texts explaining how I'm not mad, but disappointed, and that this kinda proves I'm not up there on his priority list. And he was like 'i get it and it won't happen again I'll lead by actions not words' and I was like 'uhhh you DID lead by actions - you didn't come and you used your pretty words to butter me up'. And then he was like I gotta change I know and I told him to do it for him and he responded "and our future" and right now? I'm not really seeing a future. I KNOW I'm being harsh. But seriously?! TWICE. And not even a proper explanation.

Okay rant over. REMINDER: GO TO [livejournal.com profile] boathouselove, JOIN, PIMP, FIC/ART!
enablelove: ([j²] animated kissing - omfg!)
[livejournal.com profile] akintay and I are working hard on something exciting - so keep your eyes peeled! ([livejournal.com profile] quickreaver has been quite helpful with that)

♥ I (hopefully!) get to meet my closest friends tomorrow. It's hard for ALL 7 of us to coordinate and we were SO close to getting all of us, but one had to go to NY for an interview I'm irrationally upset that she won't be there. We are having brunch together at this new place and brunch is my FAVE meal so YAY

♥ I miiiiight be meeting boy on Sunday. So we'll see how that goes.

♥ I GET TO SEE FANGIRLS IN A WEEK YOU GUYS. skldfjslkdjfs *shivers all over*
enablelove: ([jra] nice assets)
I've been on a Bieber kick lately - and I remember I was SO against him a few years ago. SMH. How people change (me and him haha)

I just bought this and I hope it gets here in time for the con!

I WISH I could do this to my hair!

Man, once you click on Buzzfeed you kinda get SUCKED in, don't you?

Also, I really want THIS to become a fic. Jensen as the grumpy ship guy!!!
enablelove: ([boy crush] tyler hoechlin | eye scrunc)
1. Why is weight loss SUCH a struggle?!
2. I wish I had thought about buying a cool ass scarf for the con WEEKS ago. #whoneedsmoney *smacks self*
3. Poll for comm names!
[Poll #2035706]
enablelove: ([spn] suit kink)
So I quoted this on Twitter and got all nostalgic about how all fics started like that aaaaaages ago and then how the boys moved in together and fandom was deliriously happy and [livejournal.com profile] notjustroomates was born! But now that needs an uplift and I'm thinking of making a new comm for j2 love ([livejournal.com profile] akintay was brilliant and said it should be named notjustneighbors except that is TOO LONG that's what he said *kicks LJ* so need another name!) and anyway, long story short, you interested?

....that was nowhere near grammatically correct and I can't care at ALL. :D
enablelove: ([j²] mechanics)
HEY GUYS! [how lovely is this icon? Look at those cute boys *pinches cheeks*]

Okay so a shortened month wherein I shall endeavor to post every day. I've been feeling crappy since yesterday and did most of my teaching sitting down today, WHOOPS.

So, I've been kinda talking to this guy for the past 2-3 months. He's sweet, but idk, I'm not FEELING it you know? But man, he was so sweet to call me twice yesterday to check up on me. He asked to call me tonight and I said no because well I wasn't feeling like talking to anybody. I feel terrible for doing that, but not enough to call him?

IDK, I feel like I read so much romantic stuff in fandom that when it kinda happens in RL I'm all *rolls eyes* which is dumb.

ANYWAY, I don't know how to tell if this thing is GOING anywhere. Advice?
enablelove: ([misc] purple sunset [personal])
I just deleted a ranty post so let's get down to business :D


- I need photo op ideas because I see the boys in TWO WEEKS. On Valentine's Day no less!

- Been reading Stiles/Derek fic NONSTOP lately and I feel like I'm cheating on J2 :/ haha I STILL ADORE THEM!!! [like when they post pics of each other or you know mention the other] We have the cutest boys, guys.

- Did I mention I miss you? I need to revel in here a little more I know <3 And I also know I say that every time *facepalm*


Jan. 19th, 2016 08:25 pm
enablelove: ([boy crush] matt bo(n)er | glasses)

Hey everyone, I'm asking for your help. Want to be a permanent coder or a sub for [livejournal.com profile] spnnewsletter? We need YOU!

(I have copied and pasted most of this from [livejournal.com profile] waterofthemoon because she is awesome :D)

The coders are the people who actually put together the [livejournal.com profile] spnnewsletter every night for the joy and edification of fandom. We take links from all over SPN fandom (handily compiled into one reading list), regardless of... most things, really, as long as they meet our header guidelines. It's not a recs list, and it's not like some other newsletters that code only a representative sample of fics/art/etc. Just code the stuff in front of you.

While modding/previous community involvement is preferred, it's not required. Do you have:

1. Basic, basic HTML skills. (Can you make a link? Can you make a [livejournal.com profile] username?)
2. Ability to understand, enforce, and live and die by the laws of the land.
3. An hour or less one night a week to compile the newsletter. Currently, we're trying to get a list of people willing to step in as need be.
4. If you are even considering signing up, please make sure you are for sure available and willing for the foreseeable future.

And we will HELP. There's a template, there are all kinds of useful tricks to make things go faster, and we offer on the job training services. Plus, you get to be part of the most useful club in SPN fandom. Win win!

If you have questions or are interested, please e-mail me at enablelove@gmail.com!

enablelove: ([jra] so effin' adorbs | la 10)
- Vid: Shut Up and Dance by [livejournal.com profile] cloex_brosluvr
- Vid: Staring at the Sun by [livejournal.com profile] lightningmix
Password: need
OMG fsldkjfslkjf this vidder always leaves me breathless
+ SPN Art: At the end of all things by [livejournal.com profile] amberdreams
Man, such a cool perspective!
+ HD Art: Snowy Snogfest at [livejournal.com profile] hd_erised
AMAZING Draco/Malfoy snoggage :D
= Keeping Company by [livejournal.com profile] essene
Amazingly, Jared listens to Chad and things don't go completely haywire.
Sexy yet playful.
= All That Glitters by [livejournal.com profile] fiercelynormal
TSA Agent Jared Padalecki has been trained for all manner of different situations. But he wasn't prepared for this.
oh hot DAMN this was amazing
= Deep Roots Are Not Reached by the Frost by [livejournal.com profile] zubeneschamali
The newly crowned King Jared has achieved a goal he has sought his entire life. But his deepest desire has not yet been met, and he's starting to wonder if the pledges he and his Elf exchanged will no longer hold now that everything has changed.
Sweet, sexy, and utterly perfect.
enablelove: ([j²] hipsters | lv 13)
pump it up by [livejournal.com profile] dephigravity
He should get bored and honry more often with these results ;)

Jared/Jensen Fic:
Found Another Anyhow by [livejournal.com profile] tebtosca
Jared hates to be a cliche, but he takes one look at his new babysitter and all he wants to do is push him onto the counter and fuck the daylights out of him.
Damn, she really knows how to write some sexy fic
Outtakes by [livejournal.com profile] cherie_morte
Jared made a promise to himself: if he's going to be this person, he is going to be fully aware of it. He isn't going to pretend Jensen will leave his wife any moment or that he means more than she does or that he can be upset about any of this when he's the one who came along and fucked everything up. He is taking what he can get.
Man. This was some intense fic that sucks you in.
Neil Armstrong and the Wicked Witch of the West by [livejournal.com profile] sandymg
On the day of the U.S. celebrating marriage equality in all states, Jared is shocked into facing his biggest fear.
This is a continuation of another fic she wrote wherein Jared has Aspergers. A well done fic where the love between the two is clearly felt.
Good Buddy by [livejournal.com profile] themegalosaurus
Jared and Jensen make the drive up to Vancouver for the start of the season. Jensen's bought them two-way radios and Jared's getting ideas.
Funny AND sexy - a winning combo :D


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