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30 Day Challenge: Day 5
Aug. 5th, 2014 12:32 pmDay 5: A time you thought about ending your own life
I've always thought life and my family would be better off without me and I've wished for death for STUPID issues, looking back, but I've never actually thought about doing it. 1. No pain tolerance 2. Too much clean up 3. I just can't. I've been in the depths of pain and depression over my body, over my mind, over jealousy, and hated myself so much that it had been a way out - but never a real conscious thought if that makes sense?
I've always thought life and my family would be better off without me and I've wished for death for STUPID issues, looking back, but I've never actually thought about doing it. 1. No pain tolerance 2. Too much clean up 3. I just can't. I've been in the depths of pain and depression over my body, over my mind, over jealousy, and hated myself so much that it had been a way out - but never a real conscious thought if that makes sense?
