eight fears.

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Oh jeez, another painfully honest one.

ek. I fear I'll never be successful. I'm always afraid I won't prosper and DO something with my life.

do. I'm scared I'll lose people close to me. Be it to death or just because I wasn't good enough and sent them away.

teen. I'm afraid of never falling in love. I know you don't have to be with someone to lead a good life, but I want that one person that's my other half. That understands me and that I can be with.

char. Never losing weight. I don't like how I look but I'm afraid I won't be able to lose it. I'm a lazy bum so this is a real cause for concern :(

paanch. Disappointing people. I'm the type that always says yes to make others happy. I can't bear making someone upset.

che. Roaches. DO NOT LIKE THEM OKAY. Creepy crawly things in general freak me out.

saat. Someone finding out about fandom. My sister and cousin know, but I don't want those weird stares of disgust. Because I know how they think and I know that already they don't like gays, etc. *sighs*

aath. Dying a slow death. One of my aunts is going through this and I can't do it. I can't be in constant pain everyday not knowing which breath will be my last. I just can't.

WHEW. Numbers in urdu today :)

Also, default icon is my favorite right now. Vested Bomer FTW. (I made it haha)