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moonlitdark hasn't watched S3 all the way yet and there are spoilers for those at the hurt/comfort meme, I've posted my fics here.
tvm's prompt of
"Stop moving your arm Jared!" Jensen says exasperatedly for the billionth time.
"But it itches and hurts and it's getting stiff," Jared whines, again.
Jensen takes off his glasses, puts them on the night table, and rubs at the bridge of his nose, "I know it hurts and itches and I'm sorry, but if you keep moving it, it will just get worse."
Jared just pouts at him, and seriously, that look should be outlawed.
Jensen melts a little, "Fine, here, I'll itch it for you."
He does, very gently, and if Jared's sighs of relief are anything to go by, he's doing a damn good job.
"Better?"
"Yeah, Jen, thanks. It was killing me."
Jensen knows. Jared isn't the best when it comes to having to stay still, the man is like the energizer bunny and only threats of no sex or even worse, no candy, can stop him.
Jensen gets on the bed next to Jared, making sure his arm is tucked against the pillow safely. He curls around Jared, throwing his legs and arms over Jared's lean form.
"Can you sleep now?" Jensen asks.
"Mmmhmm. Thanks."
"Anytime, Jared. Anytime."
He presses a kiss to Jared's temple and falls asleep to Jared's soft breaths.
tvm's prompt of
Jensen was shivering. Literally shivering. Shaking and quivering and trembling. His hands were numb and frozen and his lips were starting to tinge with blue. Jared knew it was time to take a break, preferably until tomorrow.
He got Kim's attention and pointed to Jensen, Kim nodded and called, "That's a wrap guys. See you on set tomorrow, 12 PM and no later!" Jared sent him a silent thanks.
They had been shooting close to five hours, in the dark and cold and rain, freezing rain. And yeah Jared was cold but his scene was inside while Jensen was outside digging up the body and torching the grave which would not burn. They'd have to try again or put in some special effects.
Jared walked over to Jensen who was frozen in place and dragged him into his arms, wrapping his huge jacket around them both, trying to warm him up. Jensen just snuggled in closer and snaked his hands under Jared's shirt, placing it on warm bare skin. Jared squeaked as the ice cold hands touched his skin and Jensen let out a huff of laughter.
Jared walked them back, slowly, to his trailer, hoping the heat was one and luckily it was. He backed away a little bit ignoring Jensen's whine of protest and started removing Jensen's clothes.
"Jared, I hate to break it to you, but I'm not in the mood right now."
"Shut up, I'm trying to help you here, let me just take care of you ok?" Jared told him.
He takes off each wet piece throwing it towards the door where someone can pick it up later. He removes his own clothes and all but drags Jensen to the shower. He turns it on as hot as it can go and Jensen rears back from the water. Jared knows it probably burns a little, but he also knows it's gonna get better. He soaps up Jensen rubbing warmth into the skin and as much as he wants to warm Jensen up another way, it's not the time.
Jensen's pretty much dead weight in his arms, pliable and complacent. He leans against the tiled wall as Jared finished washing himself up. Jared shuts off the water and grabs a fluffy towel (yes, he has them) and dries Jensen off gently and wrapping the towel around his waist before doing the same for himself.
He walks back towards the bed, Jensen following him and drops the towel to the ground, getting under the warm bed. One of the PA's has put an electric blanket under his sheets and he is seriously going to kiss the person who did because it feels freakin' awesome! Jensen climbs in next to him and snuggles in as close as possible. Jared knows he's like a radiator, emitting tons of warmth, but he bets that's not the only reason for the cuddling. He doesn't mind though, but revels in it, because Jensen isn't usually that affectionate.
He wraps his arms around Jensen and holds him tight.
"Feeling better baby?"
"What have I told you about calling me that?" Jensen asks, and yeah he's definitely feeling better.
"To not do it in public?"
Jensen doesn't respond but Jared knows he's rolling his eyes. He feels a kiss on his chest and some more shuffling around before Jensen's breathing goes easy. Jared tightens his arms again and falls asleep as well.
missyjack's prompt of
Jared was moping and pouting. It didn't happen very often because Jared was one of the most happy go lucky guys Jensen knew. But in the rare instances that it did, it was for something big, something personal.
He badgered Jared to tell him, but Jared would just shake his head and mumble, "It's nothin' man, I'm ok." Jensen knew better than to believe him.
So he did some research on his own. He checked with Jared's mom, but everyone was ok, nobody was sick, there were no deaths or anything. That meant it was something personal, probably someone calling him ugly or something. Which, what? Because Jared was anything but ugly. He was hot and gorgeous and yeah, not the best thing to think about right now.
He Google-d Jared's name and the first search result was a review for "A Christmas Cottage," the movie Jensen would forever make fun of Jared for.
He clicked on it and was horrified to see the critic badmouth (badwrite?) Jared's acting abilities. Stupid idiot. Both Jared and the critic.
He went to go find Jared to knock some sense into the giant. He was sitting at the table staring at his food, not even touching it. Jensen knew this was bad, really bad, if Jared couldn't even eat.
He went up to where Jared was sitting and pulled him out of his chair.
"What? Jensen, what are you doing?"
"It's not like you're actually eating," Jensen quipped. "C'mon, I wanna show you something."
Jensen dragged Jared back to his trailer and sat him down in front of his laptop. He had pulled up dozens of sites claiming Jared as being awesome and fantastic and until Jared got it into his head that he was really good he wouldn't let Jared up.
"Read."
Jared did, he clicked and smiled and laughed and even blushed.
"Look Jared, that critic knows nothing. Yeah the movie sucked, but it would have sucked a lot more if you weren't in it. You gave it your all, and you did a damn good job of it." Jensen said, trying to drill it into Jared.
Jared looked up at him and blushed a little again. He looked down and whispered a, "Thanks Jen. I wouldn't know what to do without you. I just..."
Jensen interrupted, "Yeah Jay, I know. Luckily I'm always here to show you just how awesome you are."
Jared looked up at that, a mischievous gleam in the hazel eyes, "Yeah? How awesome am I Jen? You gonna show me?"
Jensen's eyes darkened with heat, "Yeah, let me show you," and pulled Jared up, kissing him and pushing him onto the bed.
lissa_ann's prompt of
"You're WHAT? And with who?" the echo of the loud shout from Alan echoes around the house, ricocheting off the walls and to all of their ears. Jensen suppresses a wince as he answers in a soft voice, "I'm gay Dad. I have been for a while, was just scared to come out. But now I have someone worth it."
"You don't get to call me Dad, Jensen. You lost that privilege when you brought that filth..." The rest of his words are drowned out as Jensen is shaken awake. He hears the soft voice of Jared, "Hey Jen, wake up man. C'mon baby, it's just a bad dream. Wake up."
He opens his eyes and turns toward Jared, snuggling up to him.
"I hate that he does this to me. I thought they'd be there for me. Through everything."
Jared rubs his hand over Jensen's back in a soothing manner, "I know baby, I know. They suck. I'm so sorry you had to go through that baby."
Jensen's too tired and sick and pissed off to correct him about the baby issue, and he honestly doesn't mind, especially right now.
He sniffles a little, totally not meaning to, he can't help it. His freakin' father threw him out! Called him an abomination and other words that cut a hole deep inside him.
"I just...I wanted them to know about you Jay. I didn't want to hide you."
He knows Jared feels a little guilty about that, no matter how many times Jensen's said it's not Jared's fault. He looks up at Jared, into the stormy hazel eyes that are filled with guilt and love.
"I don't regret it. I'm being true to myself. Would never wanna hide you Jay."
And he leans in to kiss Jared.
He nips a little before pushing back and laying his head on Jared's chest again.
"It just hurts. A lot."
"I know Jen, but it'll get better, I promise. It's going to hurt for awhile, but they'll get over it. They wouldn't give up on their son. No matter what, they'll come crawling back baby, asking for your forgiveness."
Jensen doesn't think that's going to happen, but right now he's content with laying in Jared's arms, letting the soothing, rumbling voice wash over him, filling that hole inside with vast amounts of love.
WHEW. Proud of some, not so proud of some.
REC TIME! (J2)
♥ Zephyrs to the North byarabella_hope Zoo!fic! So gorgeous and wonderful and sexy and schmoopy!!
♥ Somewhere Between Texas and Mexico byceltic_cookie Fishing, Captain Jensen, and UST. So good!
♥ Probably bymemphis86 Like all other fic, absolutely hilarious and awesome!
♥ Catch Me A Catch bylazy_daze Chad! That's all :D
Happy reading :)
ILY!
ONE DAY!
So
moonlitdark hasn't watched S3 all the way yet and there are spoilers for those at the hurt/comfort meme, I've posted my fics here.tvm's prompt of "Stop moving your arm Jared!" Jensen says exasperatedly for the billionth time.
"But it itches and hurts and it's getting stiff," Jared whines, again.
Jensen takes off his glasses, puts them on the night table, and rubs at the bridge of his nose, "I know it hurts and itches and I'm sorry, but if you keep moving it, it will just get worse."
Jared just pouts at him, and seriously, that look should be outlawed.
Jensen melts a little, "Fine, here, I'll itch it for you."
He does, very gently, and if Jared's sighs of relief are anything to go by, he's doing a damn good job.
"Better?"
"Yeah, Jen, thanks. It was killing me."
Jensen knows. Jared isn't the best when it comes to having to stay still, the man is like the energizer bunny and only threats of no sex or even worse, no candy, can stop him.
Jensen gets on the bed next to Jared, making sure his arm is tucked against the pillow safely. He curls around Jared, throwing his legs and arms over Jared's lean form.
"Can you sleep now?" Jensen asks.
"Mmmhmm. Thanks."
"Anytime, Jared. Anytime."
He presses a kiss to Jared's temple and falls asleep to Jared's soft breaths.
tvm's prompt of Jensen was shivering. Literally shivering. Shaking and quivering and trembling. His hands were numb and frozen and his lips were starting to tinge with blue. Jared knew it was time to take a break, preferably until tomorrow.
He got Kim's attention and pointed to Jensen, Kim nodded and called, "That's a wrap guys. See you on set tomorrow, 12 PM and no later!" Jared sent him a silent thanks.
They had been shooting close to five hours, in the dark and cold and rain, freezing rain. And yeah Jared was cold but his scene was inside while Jensen was outside digging up the body and torching the grave which would not burn. They'd have to try again or put in some special effects.
Jared walked over to Jensen who was frozen in place and dragged him into his arms, wrapping his huge jacket around them both, trying to warm him up. Jensen just snuggled in closer and snaked his hands under Jared's shirt, placing it on warm bare skin. Jared squeaked as the ice cold hands touched his skin and Jensen let out a huff of laughter.
Jared walked them back, slowly, to his trailer, hoping the heat was one and luckily it was. He backed away a little bit ignoring Jensen's whine of protest and started removing Jensen's clothes.
"Jared, I hate to break it to you, but I'm not in the mood right now."
"Shut up, I'm trying to help you here, let me just take care of you ok?" Jared told him.
He takes off each wet piece throwing it towards the door where someone can pick it up later. He removes his own clothes and all but drags Jensen to the shower. He turns it on as hot as it can go and Jensen rears back from the water. Jared knows it probably burns a little, but he also knows it's gonna get better. He soaps up Jensen rubbing warmth into the skin and as much as he wants to warm Jensen up another way, it's not the time.
Jensen's pretty much dead weight in his arms, pliable and complacent. He leans against the tiled wall as Jared finished washing himself up. Jared shuts off the water and grabs a fluffy towel (yes, he has them) and dries Jensen off gently and wrapping the towel around his waist before doing the same for himself.
He walks back towards the bed, Jensen following him and drops the towel to the ground, getting under the warm bed. One of the PA's has put an electric blanket under his sheets and he is seriously going to kiss the person who did because it feels freakin' awesome! Jensen climbs in next to him and snuggles in as close as possible. Jared knows he's like a radiator, emitting tons of warmth, but he bets that's not the only reason for the cuddling. He doesn't mind though, but revels in it, because Jensen isn't usually that affectionate.
He wraps his arms around Jensen and holds him tight.
"Feeling better baby?"
"What have I told you about calling me that?" Jensen asks, and yeah he's definitely feeling better.
"To not do it in public?"
Jensen doesn't respond but Jared knows he's rolling his eyes. He feels a kiss on his chest and some more shuffling around before Jensen's breathing goes easy. Jared tightens his arms again and falls asleep as well.
missyjack's prompt of Jared was moping and pouting. It didn't happen very often because Jared was one of the most happy go lucky guys Jensen knew. But in the rare instances that it did, it was for something big, something personal.
He badgered Jared to tell him, but Jared would just shake his head and mumble, "It's nothin' man, I'm ok." Jensen knew better than to believe him.
So he did some research on his own. He checked with Jared's mom, but everyone was ok, nobody was sick, there were no deaths or anything. That meant it was something personal, probably someone calling him ugly or something. Which, what? Because Jared was anything but ugly. He was hot and gorgeous and yeah, not the best thing to think about right now.
He Google-d Jared's name and the first search result was a review for "A Christmas Cottage," the movie Jensen would forever make fun of Jared for.
He clicked on it and was horrified to see the critic badmouth (badwrite?) Jared's acting abilities. Stupid idiot. Both Jared and the critic.
He went to go find Jared to knock some sense into the giant. He was sitting at the table staring at his food, not even touching it. Jensen knew this was bad, really bad, if Jared couldn't even eat.
He went up to where Jared was sitting and pulled him out of his chair.
"What? Jensen, what are you doing?"
"It's not like you're actually eating," Jensen quipped. "C'mon, I wanna show you something."
Jensen dragged Jared back to his trailer and sat him down in front of his laptop. He had pulled up dozens of sites claiming Jared as being awesome and fantastic and until Jared got it into his head that he was really good he wouldn't let Jared up.
"Read."
Jared did, he clicked and smiled and laughed and even blushed.
"Look Jared, that critic knows nothing. Yeah the movie sucked, but it would have sucked a lot more if you weren't in it. You gave it your all, and you did a damn good job of it." Jensen said, trying to drill it into Jared.
Jared looked up at him and blushed a little again. He looked down and whispered a, "Thanks Jen. I wouldn't know what to do without you. I just..."
Jensen interrupted, "Yeah Jay, I know. Luckily I'm always here to show you just how awesome you are."
Jared looked up at that, a mischievous gleam in the hazel eyes, "Yeah? How awesome am I Jen? You gonna show me?"
Jensen's eyes darkened with heat, "Yeah, let me show you," and pulled Jared up, kissing him and pushing him onto the bed.
lissa_ann's prompt of "You're WHAT? And with who?" the echo of the loud shout from Alan echoes around the house, ricocheting off the walls and to all of their ears. Jensen suppresses a wince as he answers in a soft voice, "I'm gay Dad. I have been for a while, was just scared to come out. But now I have someone worth it."
"You don't get to call me Dad, Jensen. You lost that privilege when you brought that filth..." The rest of his words are drowned out as Jensen is shaken awake. He hears the soft voice of Jared, "Hey Jen, wake up man. C'mon baby, it's just a bad dream. Wake up."
He opens his eyes and turns toward Jared, snuggling up to him.
"I hate that he does this to me. I thought they'd be there for me. Through everything."
Jared rubs his hand over Jensen's back in a soothing manner, "I know baby, I know. They suck. I'm so sorry you had to go through that baby."
Jensen's too tired and sick and pissed off to correct him about the baby issue, and he honestly doesn't mind, especially right now.
He sniffles a little, totally not meaning to, he can't help it. His freakin' father threw him out! Called him an abomination and other words that cut a hole deep inside him.
"I just...I wanted them to know about you Jay. I didn't want to hide you."
He knows Jared feels a little guilty about that, no matter how many times Jensen's said it's not Jared's fault. He looks up at Jared, into the stormy hazel eyes that are filled with guilt and love.
"I don't regret it. I'm being true to myself. Would never wanna hide you Jay."
And he leans in to kiss Jared.
He nips a little before pushing back and laying his head on Jared's chest again.
"It just hurts. A lot."
"I know Jen, but it'll get better, I promise. It's going to hurt for awhile, but they'll get over it. They wouldn't give up on their son. No matter what, they'll come crawling back baby, asking for your forgiveness."
Jensen doesn't think that's going to happen, but right now he's content with laying in Jared's arms, letting the soothing, rumbling voice wash over him, filling that hole inside with vast amounts of love.
WHEW. Proud of some, not so proud of some.
REC TIME! (J2)
♥ Zephyrs to the North by
arabella_hope Zoo!fic! So gorgeous and wonderful and sexy and schmoopy!!♥ Somewhere Between Texas and Mexico by
celtic_cookie Fishing, Captain Jensen, and UST. So good!♥ Probably by
memphis86 Like all other fic, absolutely hilarious and awesome!♥ Catch Me A Catch by
lazy_daze Chad! That's all :D Happy reading :)
ILY!
ONE DAY!
