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-just bought a Buxom eyeshadow palette! It's pretty and shiny and I love it. I don't even USE make up that much but I love buying it fdskjslkdjf I have a problem.

-so boy cancelled on me yesterday. He didn't give a reason just his mom. Keep in mind this is the second time he's cancelled (the first time I had almost reached the place to meet). He texted me today saying 'i know you mad at me' (let's not even get INTO the grammar right now)

I responded with long texts explaining how I'm not mad, but disappointed, and that this kinda proves I'm not up there on his priority list. And he was like 'i get it and it won't happen again I'll lead by actions not words' and I was like 'uhhh you DID lead by actions - you didn't come and you used your pretty words to butter me up'. And then he was like I gotta change I know and I told him to do it for him and he responded "and our future" and right now? I'm not really seeing a future. I KNOW I'm being harsh. But seriously?! TWICE. And not even a proper explanation.

Okay rant over. REMINDER: GO TO boathouselove, JOIN, PIMP, FIC/ART!

1. Won't get paid till END of September - and that too as a long term sub pay until I pass a certification exam (I'm already certified but have to take this other one to be 'highly qualified' which is lame)
2. Principal has seen me teach a total of 15 minutes now and the 2 other people on the committee haven't at all.
3. I asked about my status - teacher or interventionist, and the principal decides to plead the fifth. Am I worried? Hell yes.

-Bright side? Bought GORGEOUS material (had to dip in savings :/) to use as bulletin boards since we can't put staples or tape on the wall (wtf?)
-There's no school Monday, but I might go in to finally decorate my room!
-SO SO BROKE BUYING THINGS. I have a problem with classrooms - I try to make them look SUPER CUTE and don't care about the cost till after I've spent all the moneys :/

Sigh. I really hope this decision is worth it in the end bc I'm going to be SO TICKED if I turn out not to be the teacher (and seriously? Is there a nice way to say - you're not good enough as a teacher, you'll be the interventionist instead)

dlkflsdjd I'll try to catch up with you guys now as long as I don't get sucked into Teen Wolf fic (I KNOW I'M SORRY) and Tumblr.

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